We sit across from one another,
Keeping our gaze undercover.
I hear your pulse fluttering softer.
While deepening that inch of butter.
We would destroy one another.
Even your silhouette possesses power,
I fear your scent might cause my heart an ulcer.
Therefore I run, I get too nervous as your prisoner.
A repeated trepidation triggered by your smile,
And I stop to let my shivers die down for awhile,
Because all I picture is us walking down that aisle.
But I am still drawn to you regardless, and more
Each time I survive you, I add to my score.
This adrenaline rush is more than all the sweets in the store.
And I can’t help but fantasize of getting you in galore.
And still there you are sitting across from me,
Oblivious and just sipping on your tea with glee,
Not a thought of me but only focused on that degree.
So I will gladly keep my secret to me, don’t you agree?
I will keep my distance from you. That’s better.
Act like I don’t see you, so these feelings won’t fester.
Only so I could keep my heart tender,
For someone who would want me forever.
I who still adore you,